Zachary.

I met up with Zachary (another Zachary not Z lol) just now. That dude kept insisting to meet up even when i was having a very bad hair day and an eye infection. But cant blame him though, time is precious for those in NS. So he says. Anyhoo, it was really nice to catch up with him and im glad he actually convinced me to get out (im sucha lazy person sometimes). We're always bumping into each other but we never had a proper chat for a long time! The last time we really really talked was like... 2007/2008 when we were working at Gap together? But yea, it was really nice to see him and fill each other up with our lives. Even if we didnt talk for nearly a year now, we still get along just great. Im glad that those bumps somehow brought us closer and also am glad he's someone i can count on. Talking to him was really really nice and comforting. ((: Oh damn, i forgot to take a picture with him with his new, or rather, no hair hair-do. Haha, oh well next time then.

Thanks for being there for me and sms-ing me asking me how i am etcetera though you're in NS. Dont worry, i promise i'll update you and likewise, be there for you as well. ((:

Speaking of catching up with people, i really do need to catch up with other people as well. Am talking about Chermaine, Junwen, Weijie, Fonnis, Jiaqi etcetera. You guys still mean alot to me even if we dont meet up that much. ♥

Gah. I think i should just forget about readjusting my body clock. NOTHING IS WORKING! /:

PIC United.

Im feeling... old. Still recuperating from last night. Woke up with an eye infection. Great. But anyways, i had loads of fun with my PIC + Cedrick. It has been a super long time since all of us are out together. There's always someone missing or wtv. Caught Monster Vs Aliens and found it awesomely hilarious. 5 out of 5 popcorns! Too bad we didnt manage to catch the 3D one though. And I LOVE BOB!!! He's awesome! Everyone should just go catch this movie!

We decided to head for prawning last minute which lasted till the wee hours of the day. Which pretty much explains my eye infection. Tsk.

They were all super cunning when it comes to the poking of the prawns. Especially N and Cedrick!!

Im seeing them for Dex birthday party this thursday but i miss them already! Poor Cedrick, heading to NS on Thursday. So many people i know are going to NS recently. /:

Anyway, i've started playing Sims 3 already and man i love it! I have not drown any of them or set them on fire. Yet...

Smart Move.

I wanted so much to readjust my body clock, but yet im now home at the wee hours of a brand new day when people are just starting to wake up for work. Nice...

Oh Hot Damn

Damn. I just realised i forgot to remove my contact lense. I've been wearing them since like 8am yesterday till 340am now. Greeeeeattttttt.

Surprise Surprise..

Im exhausted. A nap would do wonders but im trying to re-adjust my body clock right now so im gonna try to stay awake for as long as i can till my eyes/brain bail out on me. Furthermore, i think it's time for me to finally open my beloved Sims 3 which has been nicely nested on my table for quite awhile now. ((:

The exam was quite a breeze. Phew, thank God. And damn, we didnt manage to catch NATM2 again!!! The theatre was all fully booked/left with separate seats/front row. Total suckfest cuz i was really psyched about it. Pfft.

It's a Saturday today but yet i couldnt stand the exhaustion that was slowly taking over my entire body. Had to cab home. Can you believe it? Home on a freaking saturday? Even Kristine was like.. "You're home so early? So unlike you.." I know right? But ah well, im looking forward to tomorrow because im going shoppingggggggg! I need more clothes, more bags, more shoes, more accessories and also more space to put my stuff. Im running out of space (!!), it's depressing. My closet is officially packed. And so is my little "walk-in" wardrobe on the second floor. I hope my folks dont realize the plastic bags filled with new clothes covering my bedroom floor. 0 0

Oh yes, im finally filling my planner again. I found it on my table (under the piles of other plastic bags) and when i flipped through it i was like.. "damn it has been awhile.." For two months it was there left untouched. I even found a post it note in it saying "plz dont waste money and use me". Haha, must have been pretty bored that day.

Alright, i shant wait any longer and start opening my beloved Sims 3. I have been waiting for this moment since last year. Finally....

Exams!

/edited @ 320am

I came back to turn on some music and i saw this.

FML
-

Exams in less than 8hours time. I studied for like.. 1 and a half hours max and took a break of 2 hours. Am i in deep shit or what? I already see myself falling asleep on my table. Not. Good.

J: "Im bored.."

C: "Yea, me too. But i've gotta study soon."
J: "People say that like.. one week before the exams. You say that hours before.."

Even J thinks im doomed!

I shall not give up! V's gonna pull an all nighter. Guess what? She just got back home and havent studied anything yet. Nice.. We are really partners in crime. And speaking of which, im psyched that im going to meet N and Z after the papers later. Havent seen Z in ages!! And i still miss N. Plz plz plz allow us to catch Nights At The Museum 2. Last week i booked the tickets at the wrong timing and N had to go around selling it to random strangers. Smart move Carissa. But it was pretty fun looking at those people look at N with their "what-are-you-trying-to-do" faces. Ha. But we managed to sell them off though. Note to self, leave the ticket booking to N next time. /:

Okay, i seriously need to study my ass off now. But.. im thinking of what to wear later.. Hmm.. Okay, i shall officially start!

Right after i think of something to wear. Hiak.

Peace.

J

So J did this survey thing and he was suppose to say 10 things to different people without naming them. And this was what he said to me.. "Brother, live strong. I need to crap on you. I mean with." Wth! Nevertheless, i still love you sis (cuz he's more like a sister to me and im more like a brother to him).

I wrote as my msn nick the other day "Good girls gotta get down with the gangsters.." and the next thing i knew his msn convo popped up with this picture and he went "YOU GET DOWN WITH A GANGSTER I SMACK YOU" Gangster much? Haha, still threaten to smack me. Tsk tsk. Sis, the will of karma spinnnnnnnnnnnnns...

(chatting)
C: Haha! Wtf lah k
C: I mean J
J: Now you got me all mixed up! Nothing to say. Really. NOTHING.

C: No! I just typed wrongly!

J: Really, its ok.

C: The two letters are just beside each other!

J: You dont see me typing "Haha, V that's so funny.." now do you?

J: Nvm, nothing to say. Really.

(his reply in some survey)

35.) How often do u talk to God?

I dont have his contact.

Wth. Lol.

Homies

You know how your friends tell you "i'll be your shoulder to cry on, im just a phone call away, you can always count on me.." etcetera right?
Well.. my homies and i say/do more that just that..
Like how i woke up at 3am odd for V to hear her rant about some fabulous Chanel bag.. Or how i was there for her when her certain needs had to be satisfied (sounds wrong, but true..)

And also when V was feeling down, N turned to me and said "let's get a pack of cigarettes for her.." (haha), or how we would get booze and chill hearing rants after rants and sing songs till we cry. We cried till we laugh, we laughed till we cried with aching faces and tummies. (((:

Looking back at all the things i've gone through, im like.. woah. The one time i would always remember was the hurt and sadness portrayed on their faces when they saw me in my most fragile of moments or the fresh cuts on my wrists. I still remembered how much they cared and looked after me that day. Applying medicine to my wounds and bandaging my hand up. They were there for me every single day and especially at times when i needed them most. Even if it's at 3 in the morning. But through worse times and the best times of my life, the same faces and names kept appearing in my mind. Those whom were always constantly there. And till today, i've never stopped being thankful for having them in my life.

Bitches (be it girls, or guys who just arent men enough/assholes/jerks) they come and go. But you guys are for life. ((;

V, N, J, Z, K, WJ, JW and Maine. ♥

Mixtape - Butch Walker

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you

Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
That you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em
And let's get messed up and listen to probably...

The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
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Current most fav song right now. It's in my playlist (right at the bottom) if you wanna check it out. It has been stuck in my head for days now, and no im not complaining this time. I'm in love with it.

I realised i havent been in love for quite awhile. As in, head over heels for someone for prolly a year now. Someone whom i cant live without, irreplaceable. I know people say it all the time. The same thing to every different person he/she has been with. Been there, done that. Maybe that's why im more on guard with my heart. Nothing wrong with that right? I just havent really met a guy who i think is worthy to lay everything down for. At least not yet.
They say to be with someone who loves you more than you love them. I think that's bull. Seriously, if everyone was to think like that, where's the love?

Words can only mean so much. And love is definitely more than just words. It's not about how long you're together, but how great the love is to make you guys last. Trust me, i know. ((:

I learnt alot while talking to W recently. You know how some girls would go "all guys are jerks.." and my standard reply would be "no.. you just havent met the right one.." and i guess it's a pretty big deal since i've really been through shit but yet can still stay so positive about this whole situation? But W is one of the reasons why i keep having faith. He's sucha positive person it just perks me up! We can relate alot (eg. anti-starwars/startrek movie people haha), which is cool. And i can definitely relate to what he had been through before. "Sometimes you get so tired.. you just dont want to try anymore.." Worddddd. Too much of a good thing can be a bad thing sometimes, but too much of a bad thing will never be a good thing. So.. yea im taking my chances.

With You..

Dont give up on faith. Im here for you.

xx

SIMS 3

@ Iluma working for the launch of Sims 3!

Look at the queue! I couldnt believe people would even stay over night for it. I mean, im a huge fan but even im not that crazy.

People queued for hours to get it, and i got it in less than 30minutes. Hadeeha.

First customer!

This dude was first in the line and he queued for a whole whooping 16hours!!

Someone painted it on the spot for some game and man, he/she's good.

I havent got a chance to play with it yet. Im afraid i would get too addicted to it and ive yet to study for this Saturday's exam. Im sucha last minute person.. this is bad. The box is staring at me. As if saying "open me Carissa.. open me..." Tempting...

Dont Trust Me

*click for clearer image*

Z asked N to forward me this message. Haha, really funny. The chinese version of Dont Trust Me - 3OH!3. But still, nothing can bet V's chinese version of Get Low. Have to record it someday. It's really the direct translation. Hilarious.

Dude, you're so predictable, so full of yourself. Snap out of it. You're only lying to yourself.
Sometimes your actions really makes me wonder whether it's even worth it to try and be friends with you.

SAFE HERE

Maintaining a facade of normalcy had been exhausting..

But even when life has take it's toll on me

I know i will be safe here

From all the sheer weight of my doubts and fears,

Weary heart, i know, i will be safe here.

Remember how we laughed

Until we cried

At the most stupid things

Like we were so high

But love was all that we were on

We belong

When the light disappears

When the world is so insincere

When no one understood me

They believed

I know that with them, i'll be safe here.