Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Goodbye

You know this thing aint been a walk in the park for us.
And i dont wanna see you cry,
but i dont want to have to be the one to tell you a lie..

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But i gotta make the first move cause if i dont you're gonna start hating me..
Cause i really dont feel the way i once felt for you
Boy it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what i need

Boy i know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times i found myself asking "Why? Why have i been taking so long to say this?"
But trust me boy, i never meant to crush your world
And i never thought i'ld see the day we'ld grow apart..

Boy i hope you understand what im trying to say
We just cant keep pretending that we get along
How do you not see it?
Listen to your heart, you know we should be apart..
I rather hurt you honestly, then mislead you with a lie..

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I realised how stupid i was and i wondered why did it take me so long. I was sucha fool. But fuck, im not that girl anymore. Not anymore.
I know that next to you is not where i belong. Your eyes tell a tale of an act of betrayal.
Everything happens for a reason.