You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know
But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know
Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you
Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
That you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em
And let's get messed up and listen to probably...
The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
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Current most fav song right now. It's in my playlist (right at the bottom) if you wanna check it out. It has been stuck in my head for days now, and no im not complaining this time. I'm in love with it.
I realised i havent been in love for quite awhile. As in, head over heels for someone for prolly a year now. Someone whom i cant live without, irreplaceable. I know people say it all the time. The same thing to every different person he/she has been with. Been there, done that. Maybe that's why im more on guard with my heart. Nothing wrong with that right? I just havent really met a guy who i think is worthy to lay everything down for. At least not yet.
They say to be with someone who loves you more than you love them. I think that's bull. Seriously, if everyone was to think like that, where's the love?
Words can only mean so much. And love is definitely more than just words. It's not about how long you're together, but how great the love is to make you guys last. Trust me, i know. ((:
I learnt alot while talking to W recently. You know how some girls would go "all guys are jerks.." and my standard reply would be "no.. you just havent met the right one.." and i guess it's a pretty big deal since i've really been through shit but yet can still stay so positive about this whole situation? But W is one of the reasons why i keep having faith. He's sucha positive person it just perks me up! We can relate alot (eg. anti-starwars/startrek movie people haha), which is cool. And i can definitely relate to what he had been through before. "Sometimes you get so tired.. you just dont want to try anymore.." Worddddd. Too much of a good thing can be a bad thing sometimes, but too much of a bad thing will never be a good thing. So.. yea im taking my chances.
