Smile

Im really moved to tears. Baby has been taking good care of me since i've been unwell this couple of days. He even came down to fetch me home after school. He wanted to make it a surprise but he ended up at SIM head quarters instead of the management house which was where i was at. Haha, damn cute la he. ((: He came over yesterday to take care of me but i hope he didnt catch anything from me though. /: He kept making fun of me because i had to wear that stupid mask thingy to see the doctor. Pfft.

I always feel happiest when im with him. Even if we're not doing anything. Just lying in his arms, having him by my side.. really makes me feel happy and secured. I really dont know what i did to actually deserve him or to be able to call him mine. I really really dont. But i feel like the luckiest girl alive. I dont know what he sees in me, but i cant think of any reason not to fall in love with him.

He told me to check my handphone's calender post for today, and i found a note saying "i love you". I was super shocked and touched to tears. The feeling i had when i read that message was just.. overwhelming. I was just so so shocked and touched by what he did. No words can ever express how i felt upon reading those mere 3 words which meant everything to me. I've fallen even more in love with him. ((:


Smile - Uncle Kracker

You're better than the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler than the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

JT baby, it's undeniable that we should be together. I know how much you mean to me. I dont have to think twice or wtv because i do know. Dont ever for a second doubt my love for you because you mean the world to me. You're like a dream come true, i just want to be with you and it's plain to see that you're the only one for me. What i feel for you is real, and i know that time will reveal. ((:
I love you.

xx