"Breathe."
Just motherfucking breathe.
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So i've come to a decision that i shall skip my Econs CA1 later on. Seriously, i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. I'm feeling so fucking stressed up, but for fuck? Fuck knows why and i cant remember shit. Let's not talk about memorising, just the thought of flipping through the notes etcetera, makes me want to burn the whole pile straight away. Arghs, frustrates the crap out of me. Fuck Econs, like seriously.
Okay pardon my vulgar-side. Dont get me wrong, i do feel guilty for missing the paper. And my friends arent much of a help either. They're all "Carissa relax", "Carissa dont stress", "Dont give up", "You can do it", etcetera on me. How not to feel guilty? Gah. But going wont do me any good anyway. Waste of time to sit there and feel all shitty and demoralised for an hour or so. So.. catch up on some snooze and head to MDIS awake will be a much better choice, no?
My beloved laptop is back. With everything gone, that is. Sigh. The dude manage to save my tunes but guess what? No titles and all in weird numbers. Which means i have to listen to 2000+ songs and change the titles. Oh my fuck. Pictures, programs etcetera all gone. Sigh.
I'm in desperate need of the weekends. But yet i'm barely even half way through the week. Great or what?
FML.
