"I know that your ex-boyfriends treated you quite badly. But im not a very nice guy as well. But i will really do my best to make you happy. I really want to be with you. To be there for you when you're down, to share our ups and downs together. Carissa, i love you."
If i could freeze a moment in my mind, it will be the second you held me in your arms. The feeling of being beside you.. is amazing. Im very bad in showing appreciation and gratitude, but im truly thankful of you. I thought it would really take me some time to open up to you. But with you, it feels very different. It feels right.
I always wondered why I never met you before I did, and why we never got the chance to start earlier than we did. Then I realized I met you the exact second I was ready to truly appreciate you. After what i've gone through, you've no clue how much im really thankful of you. I know you're worried cuz you cant always be there for my physically cuz you're in NS and we stay so far apart. But whenever you need me, you'll know where to find me. And as for me, i know you'll always be there for me.
Words can only mean so much, but walking this journey with you is something i wouldnt trade anything for. ((:
