Seriously, you always make my day ((:
Dammit. Think im catching something. Seriously dont want to fall ill. Arghs. But anyhoo, caught Harry Potter the other day with JT baby. It was a disappointment, but poor baby had to sit through 3 hours of it just because of me. He was fidgeting throughout. Haha. But i guess he's the only person i know who has never seen any Harry Potter movies before. And he calls me weird and deprived of my childhood years cuz i have never watched Star Wars before. He's so gonna make me watch it with him. Help!! Haha.
Met up with baby, V and Dex for Botak Jones all the way at Toa Payoh.. damn. Finally that girl can satisfy herself with that lamb chop of hers. Haha. But yea, missed her. She was so unwell till we couldnt even meet for a week! Tsk, i think im catching something now. Hmm..
I miss JT. We were talking on the phone for a couple of hours just now till his phone died and he has no charger. I also dont know why. Haha. But it means i wont be able to reach him until he gets home. Kinda depressing though cuz we normally sms each other to sleep. And i think i have the cutest (he hates it when i call him cute. haha) boyfriend alive. I was asking him about his chinese name and he wrote "wo ai lam". Seriously i think i was laughing to myself like some retard. Haha.
Baby, till now i cant stop feeling so appreciative of you. You really do make me feel happy, and you would go an extra mile just to make sure i stay happy. You would even send me home even if i stay in the west and you stay at freaking Punggol (!!) even if i tell you not to. And the way you write "i love you" on my palms using your finger tips. These things that you do always leave me smiling. ((:
I know you always feel upset whenever you see my scars or hear about my past, but baby, i never regretted or would ever want to change history because all those led me to you. I know you'ld feel insecure at times but remember that im here for you, being that weird stoning girl whom you fell in love with. Haha. I hope you would feel as happy as i am whenever im with you, cuz i know you make me happy. And fuck any of those girls who wanna take you away from me cuz i dont wanna let you go. I know i held back because i was afraid, but i dont think i can hold back how i feel about you anymore. As long as you're here by me, thats what i need. ((:
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