First monthversary - 180809 <3

180809 - first anniversary. Talked to BB for hours then we started counting down together. Was kinda funny since his clock was faster than mine. Haha! Then he told me to check my calender for our special day (!!) and i found a note! ((:

I have a very cunning boyfriend! 4 surprises in a day for our one monthversary!

1)He told me he couldnt book out from camp so we couldnt celebrate our one monthversary together, but asked me to collect some stuff from his friend for him in my school. Turned around and he was there!! Make me so disappointed over nothing. Pfft. But damn funny, he was sleeping in the car for 3hours waiting for me to end school. Drive to my school 3hours earlier cuz he scared he late. Lol! Damn cute.

2) He said he wanted to go to the Flyer area to chill. And when we were walking pass the entrance of the flyer, he took out tickets to the flyer!!!! I was like.. "wtf?! ohmygosh!!" But i swear, he is the sweetest boyfriend ever. Cuz he remembered i told him that some people always say want to bring me there.. y'know.. words to impress? But then he really did it! Super duper happy my first experience was with him. ^^

3) When we were at the top in the flyer, he told me to close my eyes and no matter what i couldnt open it. He put on something on my wrist and when i saw it i was like... "fuck!" Seriously, i feel i dont deserve all these from him at all. But thinking back about the day and all that he went through just to make me happy.. makes me wanna tear again.. ((':

cuz JC (jeremy&carissa)! Haha.

4) When i was about to alight from the car, he told me he dropped something under the sit and asked me to pick it up. In the end, it was a box nicely wrapped up for me! It was a very cute photoframe WHICH I CHOSE LONG TIME AGO THINKING THAT IT WAS FOR HIS MOTHER!!! @: Lol! He told me i couldnt blog about the picture.. Haha! Super adorable picture of him!! Shall use it to blackmail him next time. d:
Together with the box was a letter! All along, BB wasnt the sort of guy who would write letters. I mean, i knew from the start that he wasnt those type of guys who wrote letters. But.. he did cuz he knew i like letters and he wrote a super duper long one!!

I've never read a letter and felt so fucking touched till i cried. Not once in my life! No one has ever moved me the way he does. ((:

When BB came to my school and all, until now everyone keeps telling me how fortunate i am, etcetera. And i really feel that i am. Im the luckiest girl alive to be able to call him mine! I know some people will be like.. "1 month only.." but for me and bb, it's a big deal cuz it's our first one monthversary and cuz his relationships never ever pass a month before! He was those.. not commited, easily bored or sick and tired kind. The kind of guy all girls should be aware and stay away from. Lol! Maybe thats why our friends say our relationship was shocking! Like a clubber/player with a girl who is very relationship-based. But now.. everyone is like amazed by his 180° transformation. Lol.

But regardless, i know that i love him super duper ultra fucking much. It's a day i'll never forget. Thanks for always making so happy bb. I love you. ♥ And plz do not wind down the window of the car to shout "i love Carissa Lam" and have everyone staring again in the middle of the night again! Lol. Sucha bliss to have you my love. ^^

Not long ago, i wanted to give up hope.
But then you came along, and give me something worth holding on to.
Before i met you, i use to dream you up and make you up in my mind.
But now everything is coming true.
And all i want is you, JT.