Friday, September 18, 2009

2nd Monthversary



Woke up with loud thunders and lightening this morning. "Rain..", i thought to myself. I like raining days. Without knowing, i stretched my hand across the bed to hug you but you werent there. My eyes opened slowly, and realised how silly i was, you were in camp. You were lying beside me just a few hours before. You liked to pull the blanket over our heads, in the dark. At times we'll wrestle, at times we'll just cuddle. I've always loved the feeling. The feeling of you being beside me.

Reached over for my phone to call you immediately. Didnt even care whether you were driving or you were busy with camp. I just wanted to hear your voice. You laughed at my "grouchy cuz i just woke up" - voice. You always laughed at me. I pout, and you'll laugh again. Sometimes i want to be angry with you, but dammit, i never succeed. You always find a way to make me happy or smile. Boy, you know me best. You always know what to do.

I walked downstairs only to see a letter rested nicely on the table. "To my Grouchy Baboon" - it reads (baboon cuz my face is always red like a baboon's butt, he says). I laughed. "I know this month is quite bad for you with your busy schedule and heavy workload, but baby i just wanna let you know i'm always here for you, so share your sorrows with me, you're no longer alone.." Tears filled my eyes as i continued reading. Tears of happiness, tears of joy, tears of love.

Happy 2nd monthversary baby. I love you.