Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Leave the memories alone..



I had a good "holiday" of 5 days. Overslept on Friday so gave school a miss, and i have a bad sore throat so Tuesday is also a miss for school. Ha dee ha. Movie marathon with BB during this break. The Ugly Truth, Inglorious Bastards and Crow 2. All of them were pretty good actually. Hmm.

Though the weekend was a long holiday, it wasnt a very smooth one. Never held so much anger in/at myself for a long time. But at the end of the day, who have i got to blame but myself? Being foolish and naive back then. Should've known better Carissa, you should've known better. Now i caused the person whom i love most in this www to be upset. Smooth move. My precious one putting a strong front, setting aside his own feelings in exchange for my happiness. Sigh. What did i do to ever deserve you my love?

Regrets and hauntings like dark clouds above my head. Time to open the windows to let them all out. For every wound, there's a scar. And for every scar, tells a story. A story that reads: "I survivied." So hell yea! ((: